Baby??,.....

hmmmmmm,.

Once again Im writing an entry which is full of sadness and anger. I can't believe that I am unable to write things that are happy in my blog. Is it because I am never happy? or am I just unappreciative of the things that I am recieving?

Baby,..

Baby, is a word of endearment that is always used by couples today. To express their love? To show affection? or To make their someone feel good. What ever the case, Doesn't it feel good if someone you love calls you that? I dunno bout you guys but, when someone I love calls me that I feel happy.

But why can't you call me that? You might say that I am making such a FUSS about a small thing as this. but if it is really something small then why can't you just call me that? huh? you say you love me? but you can't call me something as trivial as that? SH!T,.

It is really low of me to ask you to call me the same nickname as your ex. And I feel like a loser when I think of the idea that everytime you call me that you would remember your ex. Don't you see it? I am very envious of your D@MN EX. I am envious that even if he is not caring, loving and does not give you his time you still loved hime that way. Even if you dont tell me, I know you are still very much in love with him. Why can't you love me? Am I asking for so much you can't give it? Don't I love you enough to actually have your love? huh??

I am madly in love with you. You have to thank that feeling of mine because without it I won't stay with you this long. But I have to tell you that I am nearing my limit. you wont know maybe tomorrow i wont be beside you.