Life,...

Hmmmm,. Christmas is almost here,. I am alarmed that until now I am still feeling down and don't even appreciate the Christmas break.,. maybe it is because of having thesis stuff to do over the break,. I just wish this season would make me feel my old self again,. No worries, No thinking about others, No regrets. But the days go by I dont feel any change at all,. are these things my fault? is it wrong for me to choose this path? Am I just making my life complicated rather than having an easier path? I just wish I can persuade myself to be happy even for a small period of time,...... and for my friends,. tulong naman guys, prang hindi ko na kaya ito,.

Love,..

Will Love ever become more clearer than usual? I mean most of us are having problems with our Love life because of several reasons. and also most of us are having problems without actually understanding why we have this problems. Weird nuh? also,. Frustrating,. Like for guys, We have the idea that we should be serious in relationships. but there are some girls who says that we are too serious. but if we are not serious they would say that we are just playing. Thats really frustrating!!! Actually, this is the 3rd time in my life that I am very much serious about relationships. Maybe in the back of my mind, I am wishing that I should have just remained the same highschool robert andrew. who does not take relationships seriously. who can come out of a relationship without being sad or bothered. I know I am a better person now because I am not like that anymore. but does a better person have to feel the pain to be labeled as a good person?

Christmas,...

To all my friends, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!! hope you guys have a better Christmas than I do. Also, I would like to thank you all. This Christmas, I felt that there was actually many poeple who do appreciate me. Specially Green and White people,.. that Christmas party was one of the highlights of my Christmas this year. Having friends does really make people feel better.

Guys,...

For those who share my sorrow and grief this holiday season, I wish you guys will feel better eventually. and just a word of thought, Being pushed away is really painful but the more we fight it and the more we survive those pushing actions by girls that is the time we get to show how deep our feelings for the person we love. So my point is try to survive and continue what you are doing until you cant do it all. So that we would not have any regrets or "what ifs" in our lives.