Life,.
This term is almost finished. I am quite happy to know that. but a little afraid of how my grades this term would be. I just hope I pass all my subjects. A little worried about my thesis as well. Just hope we can adjust ourselves for the better. Having a little problem tackling a quiz and some projects this week but I hope I can make it.

Love,.
Being inlove can be sometimes harmful,.:( People can sometimes say things they don't really mean because of frustration or even the fact that they are afraid to loose someone who is very important to them. Tonight, I did that myself. I blurted something that I might regret forever. I spoke that line out of the feeling of being afraid of loosing "her". Yes! I am quite afraid of loosing her already. I don't know why I get these kind of feeling but it can't just be avoided. I just hope that line would not make a big deal.

I am quite a fool. I have some bad characteristic that I can't seem to change. like being a little negative sometime and like saying things that might be a little uncalled for at the moment. Now I just have one wish. "Lord pwede ba kunin nyo na ako?".

Life,.
Currently, I am kind of happy in a way because we passed our thesis defense the first time. unlike last term where we needed to work on a second defense. this is an instance of Life being a bit considerate. but still we need to work on our thesis document a bit more to be able to pass this terms thesis. I am kind of problematic about it because of the time limit given to finish that.

ANMATH2, this is the first time I have appreciated it. because of a good professor. but I just hope I can continue to get good grades in this course eventhough I am not good with numbers.

Love,.
*Sigh*

Right now, I am really really confused. I cannot do anything because I dont want to create a mess. I am quite desperate that I am now going to the chapel in hopes of getting a good idea of what to do. Sometimes, I just want to cry to be able to release tension that I am feeling in my heart. but I cant. I dont know why but, I just wish I could have one whole day to cry out my feelings. weird but this is how I feel. I never thought love can be as problematic as this. I just wish I can come up with an idea that could solve this without hurting anyone or even myself,.:(

Life,.
Another day living the lie-fe as they say. hmmmm,. why are there people who annoys you for no reason at all? like professors, classmates and other poeple,. there's this very annoying professor who spoke about my shirt. well it was ok the first time but the second time it was different I was suddenly pissed,. but well they are professors so there is no point arguing with them,. atleast now, I have something to look forward to,."temple" I hope it will relax my mind and I hope I would enjoy with my friends.

Love,.
Still in the confused stage,. I have the feeling that I want to pursue something but then again there are things that prohibits me. But I am quite contented with what is happening,. confused but happy in a sense. also, I wonder. why does love give people a reason to be confused? not only me but also my friend. I am quite happy that one of my friend is already feeling better suddenly. I know it would be tough for him but I hope he can go thru it in one piece. for me, I hope I can make the right choice. why do I feel this way? why do I have to choose?I am really really confused,.

Life,.
*sigh* There are things in life that I dont understand,. why is there a need to do thesis?? why does thesis have to be so complicated? does thesis really make you a better person? weird questions but I do think about these things. I am really tired of this kind of life where there are so many requirements that are not quite needed in our future. It's like doing things just for nothing. isn't it sick? hahaha,.

Love,.
loving people is quite hard. you love one person and then there comes another person whom you feel you have mutual understanding bout things but can't do things with this person because of the fact that you have a relationship with others. Why does God give you the feeling of love for two people when He knows that it is impossible? is this a test or is this a sign that I have to choose for what I think is right?,..

So many questions but so little time to think. Is there a guide for people like me in these situation? is there a guide for dummies that I could read to be able to do the right thing? if there is please tell me.:)